Butterfly

Do dreams still exist in this era?
We grow tired of that phrase,
But we still believe in it, do we not?
Lately even that doesn't satisfy me any more

Is the still love in this era?
We grow tired of that phrase, but. . .
Every thing I stuffed in my pocket all along. . . 
Aren't feeling of rage or sorrow . . . 
The song that I sing to myself is always a tune of unclear words. . .  
Even if I trip over I wont stop,
I'll only trust my own heartbeat . . . 

Phrase like I want to see you
Are  very similar to the idle noises in the city
I won't be fool with just  that -- with that. . .  
I'll only trust my own feelings

We will be free!
We will aim for the light and have our wings shine
Even if we lose our freedom to a strong wind
In the wide lonely open sky!
Our hearts won't feel any  regrets . . .

We will be free!

We will cry to our unreached dreams!
Even if people try to take our voice and make us quiver in fear
We will aim for the top and have our wings shine. . .
Just like a butterfly. . .
Even if we loses sight of  our map
In this wide lonely open sky!

We will just go on. . .

We will be free,
Just like a butterfly!

C o m p l i c a t i o n s

I look up in to the heavens. . .

the thundering sky above look likeabout its about to cry form its gray eyes. . .

The handsof time thinout as long asI am alive

I swallow mymemories, in orderto keep myself from feeling pain

Spillingout all mysorrows onto thislifeless floor. . .

Cowering atthe thought oftomorrow

I amso a faraid, ofwhat tomorrow is. . .

what will tomorrow bring? No use in pondering

Timid and avoiding annoying douts that keep me from moving on forword,

will only lead me in a circle

Worrying that everything might fallapart. . .

Deep withinmy heart I know that

Only looking ahead,to the dayafter tomorrow

Will notbring me ananswer -- I know that

The futureis an emptycanvas that moveson forward soendlessly. . .

Tomorrow is an empty canvas, full of promise

White and spacious, what should I paint on it

What shouldI sketch on it?

reality is overwhelming, dark and daunting, the unknown haunting

Reality begins tostain the canvaswith its darkest colors!

What shouldI draw?

Da-da dat - daa!

With thelimited amount oftime

What shallI draw?

What willI draw onthe tomorrow thatspraeds infinitely, pure white?

Whatwill I drawon the tomorrow thatreality stained pureblack?

Rando

If whiterose petals openup scattering oneby one

 Will the memories from thosedays be revived?

the night that the flowers bloom

The sweetyet painful redblood dripping downon the sinfulwhite rose

Staining it a new color,an ever lastingcolor. . .

Like following a shining thread, timeis quietly flowing

If I can walk through yourmoments for a second time

Then I want to becomea shadow andprotect you

Like howthe sky yearns for theearth,

The flowers waitfor the rain,

And thenight falls inlove with tomorrow

Will webe dyed bythe tender morning?

I yearned foryou so muchthat our heartsbecame one

If wecan relieve ourselves fromthis eternal slumber

And weshall be reborn

And ourlove shall become eternal

Let us see each othertonight

Come on, let's dancelike the scattered whitepetal in themerciless wind,

At our secrete rendezvous rando

Bad Day...Really Bad :'(

Today was the worst! Some guy tried to trip me so we had a kicking game i tried to sit behind him but some guy already was siting there and, well.....yea.... a lot happened....i love the guys in my class and all but some times hey make me want to screamer, 'shut the bloody god dam fucking hell up! I don't gives a god dam shit what the hell u assholes have to say, go jump of a screwed bridge why don't you?' i'm a really patient person u see when it comes to some things i'm very good @ acting like i don't care and ignoring things but with them **** i just lose it, Kate u should know first hand thing like this don't effect me(8th grade) when i go home i drowned my self in K-pop! but we aren't here to talk about that right now it about the letter right? just so you know i can't put this post out for long cuz u know why.

well, they guy was Ali that said that plez, life has been a living hell there just write what ever comes to ur mind(if u can't tell i'm in a really bad mood....) give it ur all. and Shwetha i want u to curse him out so bad that he regrets ever picking up that letter! throw a word nuclear bomb at him go all SAT on him, no he is bad @ Eng, jaust curse him our really bad yes, this is about my pride as well.

why do i bring the letter to school? thats cuz i like to read it when ever i feel sad, cuz it makes me happy to know i have friends on the other side(look this has 2 meaning!) I WANT TO GO BACK HOME! Yes, i'am grass walker! and if u have a problem with it them screw u!

im getting a hair cut what should i get?

im thinking layers, rec-cutting my bangs, and getting it straightened. how should i get my bangs to look?

Just cuz

IDK

 what does it mean when a guy says, 'i dont know'

Life is a...

According to some guy in my class if life can be a circle then it can also be a rectangle

Writing

If there is one thing I'm known for its probably for not trying cuz i have better thing to do. Kate you should know that better than any one you have been in my math class for two years. if it doesn't count then there is no point in doing it. same with competitions i don't DO competitions really you have to put so much effort in something that is like i in a million of wining, such a wast. i know right and I'm Indian, I'm non-Indian as you can get see stupid people wale on the street Indians walk on the sidewall but non-Indians walk on the grass(remember Swatha?) well with out knowing I'm part of a writhing competition for my house i wrote about you guys and how you would laugh about how i got in to this competition i so wish get my pa[er back so i can type it up i think it was pretty good.

I, Me, Myself

Wearing glass slippers and being awakened by a kiss just isn't my style, I'm no princess and I'm most certainly I'm not prefect. So what makes defines, me? what is 'me'? Is it self or what i see in the mirror?

Can u get drunk from music?

And they call me depressing....there is guy in my class and he loves to tell me how depressing I am he looks though the music in my iPod and tell me how much my songs are depressing. Well i left the class room to ask the teacher something, he found my password out and and when I came back to the class some guy asks why my password was cuz it was locked I ran back there cuz the type of guys In my class they would type every password they know and lock me out. When I when in he was lessening to a song(hey there Delilah) he I swear he was drunk he was like,'' (the song described his love life) then he lessened to it like 15 more times 'this is like the only good song u have! Alright you have to get lucky and this and that' im like why would i do that him, 'so i can lesson to it!' yea im not getting it.....

Business Class

remember how i told you that my business teacher is a jakass? yea, do u want to know why? u see i dont hate people that easly, whats so bad about him? i asked the same, now i know.....

the guy has an opsesion with pens on the first day i uesd a pensile and he told me that he wants me to only use pens in his class

Ali tells him that he looks yong in his ID card he thours Ali's notbook acrrose the room and tells him to getout

Oh, and Ali is the guy the business teacher hates the most. How do i know this well... he put a question on the bord and we have to write down the anwser and he checkse it. he goes to Ali and he got it right. the teacher slapes him on the back every one heard it. he asked why he did that. do you know what the teacher said, 'You got the aswer right you diserver a reward'.  check

The guy Speaks broken English and idk what he writes on the bord.

Hey guys I need help.

All right u see.. Ali.... He ........told me that he likes me but I rejected him, it's sixth grade all over! At the end of the block he told me that he was joking my friend says it's cuz I rejected him but... But what do i dooooooooo!

At The End Of The World

Now that the worlds come to its end
As the light is born again
Now as the world begins anew
To change the world and myself, I need to believe in what I alone can achieve
And that belief is always and forever with me
And In a flash my whole life was changing
Evolving into something new
So tired of grieving, deceiving, believing
You can’t live life in ignorance and silence
You can’t be healed by choosing kindness
You can’t smile while living in darkness
No not in this world that won’t agree to change
My shattered dreams are crying out at the edge of tomorrow
Exceeding time and space and beyond the end of today
And it gave me hope
A hope for a new tomorrow
A hope that I will never lose
Now I no longer worry, tremble, and fear
I felt your light as it shone in my mind and the emptiness crumbled away
I gazed above and saw the sky
EVERY
THING
IS BRIGHT
My heart knows no limit nothings gonna stand in my way
I feel the wind rushing through my heart and I know the light will show me the way